Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Chapter Eighteen Allowing and Letting Go

ALLOW ME TO INTRODUCE US TO
LETTING GO

Because I have spent so much of this life worshipping in the temple of HARD and believing myself to be unworthy of anything better or easier I have been unable or unwilling to let go of control and just believe that I do not have to make things happen, to direct the events of my life, or to beat my life into submission. In this process and journey of awakening that I have undertaken I have come to understand, and as I sit here this morning, believe, that I do not have to fight and battle my way through my life. I do not have to push and pull and shape and fear my life or for my life. I do not have to be in some constant state of war with myself or my human life. I do not even have to be in some constant state of truce with myself or my life. I can be at one and I can be at peace within and with-out myself and my life. I can be at peace even when others in my realm are struggling, at war and unhappy. I can even be at peace when others in my realm are attempting to struggle, be at war and unhappy with me. I am, finally, my own creation and I see that I have choice.

Truthfully, I have no idea what the hell some of this means, but I’m very clear that it is correct and, beyond conscious thought, it sure feels great. I’m being given an amazing opportunity this week to step forth more fully and firmly into the reasons I have come to this life and I am so grateful and so humbled by this opportunity that I have tears in my eyes as I write this. And if I stay with the knowing, then I know I am ready and there is a piece (peace) of me that knows it is about to by truly fulfilled and it is ecstatic, humbled, overwhelmed and ecstatic and very very grateful.

I have decided to LET GO and to ALLOW. Let me say that again as I and we breathe into it. LET GO and ALLOW, LET GO and ALLOW, LET GO, ALLOW, LET GO, ALLOW, LET GO, ALLOW, LETGOALLOW. Just be for a moment. Just quietly be with and within yourself, your beautiful perfect self and just let go and allow all that is, to be here with you, and just allow yourself to feel it all here with you in this perfect moment.

The sun, which has not shown itself for days, is shining in my face through the window and it is shining out of my chest. Let go and allow, ask and just be willing to believe. We are and have available to us everything we need, everything we desire. Our gift and our offering to you today is the ability, yes the ability, to let go (we do not need to tell you of what) and to allow.

From that infinite place of knowing within us, to that infinite place of knowing within you…

To be continued…

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