Chapter Thirteen A Layer Of Trust

A LAYER OF TRUST
AND
THE DAWN OF A NEW DAY OF UNDERSTANDING


Hello again. For some time now I have used painting as a vehicle to work through my issues or to gain new awareness. I started painting a few days ago and the ostensible issue was me as a magnet for abundance. The picture, both literal and figurative has changed a few times as more “stuff” has been peeled back and incinerated and I know it will continue to change until I am finished with this round of insight. This morning, however, we have arrived at Trust. Notice I said “We” for although it is my painting, our gift today is awareness around and the feeling of Trust.

I’m sure I must be a slow learner because until this very morning I have always externalized the issue of trust. I have always thought of it as something I bestowed upon others or that I felt about others because they “earned” it. And I believe that externalization has served to keep me separate from others, disconnected from myself and inclined or wanting to control people and situations. I can see that my belief system has allowed me to make some progress in the area of control and that my burgeoning self love has allowed me to make some progress in reconnecting with myself and others but I have continued to externalize or objectify trust.

Today I was shown and I actually see that TRUST has absolutely nothing, repeat, NOTHING, to do with anyone or anything other than ME. Let’s hear it chorus: TRUST IS ALL ABOUT ME (and, really, I should have known this because, fundamentally, it is all about me for me, and all about you for you, etc., etc., etc.) So, you’re scratching your head and wondering what the heck I’m talking about. I saw this morning that the only, repeat, only, trust issue that exists is me in relation to the life I am creating for myself. And I’m going to breathe this into the offering right now because I really want you to feel this too, even if only for a moment.

The only issue or question of trust that exists is whether we can trust that we are creating from the highest possible place for our highest potential and good. That’s it. Nothing else exists. If we know, or even if we are just willing to believe, that we are creating for our highest good then we know that anything that happens in our lives, any circumstances, any people in our lives and how they may or may not act in relation to us, anything at all, is for our highest good, presenting an opportunity to get us there if we are only willing to see it for what it is.

Now, I am not saying that we are all creating for our highest potential. As I ask, I am being told that is not the case. However, I am, because that is the intention I set when I started on this leg of my journey. I continually revisit it and reaffirm that my intention is only to create from and for my highest good and my highest potential. Hence, my only issue around trust is whether I am willing, when the picture of my life could be interpreted another way, to trust in the integrity of my creation.

So, as of this morning, my latest painting has added to it A LAYER OF TRUST which I felt as a sensation of incredible grounding, almost like an anchor, in my root chakra, right at the base of my tail-bone and an incredible quiet inside my body. We are sending this sense of internal calm to you as I type and we wish you love and trust and the joy of your creation.

From the trust within us to the trust within you.

To be continued…