Chapter Twentythree 2010, Judgment And The Purpose It Serves

2010
JUDGMENT
AND THE PURPOSE IT SERVES

Hello again and Happy 2010. I can’t believe that today is January 7 and it is my first blog of 2010. I thought I had written something previously but it must have been in a dream. Anyway, let’s go; so much excitement, so much anticipation, such a wonderful and inspiring year in store! I don’t know what it is (apparently I do) but I just love writing 2010. I feel all space aged and modern and refreshingly innocent at the same time. 2010, 2010, 2010, 2010. Love it!

I’m in a particularly irreverent mood this afternoon and even though I have some things I want to write about, I’m finding it hard to feel “serious” so, I just won’t. I have always been fascinated by the stars, astronomy and astrology so I’m very excited to be starting an astrology class tonight. The astrologer is also a very talented intuitive so I’m sure the class is going to be fascinating and inspiring. I do know that 2010 is going to be an extremely powerful and astrologically supportive year for change and transformation. If you have things you want to shift, behaviors you want to change, thought patterns you want to alter, places where you are stuck and want to experience some movement, this is the year for you. At this point, you all know that I work by intention, so I would suggest that you set some for where you would like to go or for the new experiences you would like to have, ask for some help and be prepared for some change.

I was thinking today about judgment, unconditional love and self sacrifice and how they might (or might not) interrelate. In all and brutal honesty I was judging my husband for not getting things (that I thought needed to be done) done. I was also reminding myself that I have recently agreed to be unconditional love (yes, I said I have agreed TO BE UNCONDITIONAL LOVE). What does this mean, you ask? Damned if I know, I reply, but I will let you know when I get there. Seriously though, or as seriously as I can approach anything today, I have agreed to just be in my immensely vast heart with all the love available in our and every Universe that comes through it, and to just be that love 24/7. And when I’m that love, I don’t need to judge anything or anyone and I can just know (or at least be willing to believe) that whatever anyone, including my husband, is doing (or not doing) is exactly what they need to do (or not do)
in order to learn their lessons. Remembering, of course, one of my major tenets; that I do not know the big picture for anyone else and, as such, how could I judge their choices or actions?
While thinking about these things I had an insight today about the nature of being unconditional love and that is; it is not the same as self-sacrifice. I do not have to be self-sacrificing or to sacrifice myself in order to be UNCONDITIONAL LOVE. And that insight made me really happy because I do want to be Unconditional Love but I do not want to sacrifice myself or feel that I must, somehow, sacrifice myself for someone or anyone else. So, I don’t know if Mother Theresa believes in self sacrifice and if she does, I am definitely not Mother Theresa, but I am committed to being UNCONDITIONAL LOVE and I do believe that the power of the love I have agreed to be can move mountains and shift energy and bring joy and create unlimited abundance and feel the heart of a sparrow beating and, mostly, help to create a world in which we are all valued and in which we all might want to live (or maybe that’s a judgment).

From the hope and promise of 2010 within me to the hope and promise of 2010 within you I wish you the best year it is possible to have as spirit in a human body.

To be continued…